On a Sunday evening in November 1954, I drove the 13 miles from the farm where I lived with my parents and little sister to the Baptist church in the small town of Worth, Missouri. There I preached my first sermon. I was 16 years old and a senior in high school.
LKS (1954) |
Why
would a boy be asked to preach?
Those of you from many other Christian faith traditions likely think it strange
that a boy who had celebrated his 16th birthday only three months
earlier would be asked to preach in a church worship service.
Although
not common, neither were such instances rare in the Baptist tradition.
Regardless of age or lack of theological education, those who had felt “called”
by God to be preachers/pastors were usually affirmed by their home church as
well as by nearby churches with which they were associated.
Back
then, most Baptist churches had worship services every Sunday morning and
evening. The attendance on Sunday evening was usually far less for the morning
service. Probably only 20~25 people were there for
that Nov. ’54 evening service at Worth Baptist Church.
As
a high school senior, of course, I had no formal theological education. But for
more than eight years, every week with very few exceptions I had attended
Sunday School, Sunday morning & evening worship services, and Wednesday
evening prayer meetings. That was beneficial Bible/theological training.
What
would a boy preach about in his first sermon? Joe Wolven, my good friend and “best man” at June’s and
my wedding in 1957, also started preaching when he was in high school. His
first sermon was based on Genesis 1:1, and he titled it “In the beginning,
God.” That seems quite appropriate.
The
biblical text for my first sermon, though, was Matthew 16:24-26. I have no
memory as to why I chose that text and have been unable to find the brief notes
I typed out to use for my mostly unscripted sermon.
Here
are those words spoken by Jesus as recorded by Matthew:
Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it. For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? (KJV).
It
seems a bit strange to me now, but I titled the sermon based on those words,
“Self-Discipline for Growth.”*1
Last week, I read these words: “In speaking of self-control, one is easily misunderstood. It should not be associated with a destructive repression, but with a constructive expression.”*2 I am quite sure my sermon was about the latter (and I equate “self-control” and “self-discipline”). for
Even
for quite some time before preaching that first sermon, I sought to live a purpose-driven
life. Prior to receiving what I felt sure was God’s “call” to be a preacher/pastor
(in Aug. 1952), my main purpose in life was to be a faithful disciple of Jesus
Christ—and that purpose necessitated self-discipline.
Rick
Warren’s The Purpose Driven Life (2002) was a highly successful and
influential book.*3 Recently, I took a look at that book
again. For the 23rd day of his 40-day program, the prominent
California pastor wrote,
Spiritual growth is not automatic. It takes an intentional commitment. You must want to grow, decide to grow, make an effort to grow, and persist in growing. Discipleship—the process of becoming like Christ—always begins with a decision.
Although
I was preaching as a high school boy nearly 50 years before Warren’s
bestselling book was published, I am quite sure I said something similar in
that 1954 sermon. And I still believe that that is true for all who claim to be
Christians, regardless of age.
As
I continued to grow through the years, my understanding of what it means to be
a disciple deepened and broadened. But the driving force of my life for the
past seventy years (and more) has been, and still is, doing my utmost to be a
faithful disciple of Jesus Christ.
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*1 I
have the sermon title, Bible passage, and date (Nov. 54) recorded in My
Pastoral Record, a splendid gift from June not long after we were married
in 1957. That record book also indicates that I preached 17 more times (in my
home church and seven others) before starting college in September 1955. The
last sermon recorded in that book was number 1,112—and that was in June 1976. I
regret that I did not continue keeping the record of sermons preached, which
would be far more than double that number.
*2 James Allen, Book of
Meditations and Thoughts for the Day: For Every Day of the Year. I know
almost nothing about Allen (1864~1912), but this year I have enjoyed reading
his helpful book, which was published the year after his death. The words cited
above were some of his “thoughts” for November 14.
*3 The Purpose Driven Life was
on the New York Times Bestseller List for over 90 weeks. It is reported
(see here) that 50 million copies of it had been sold in
more than 85 languages by 2020.
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