On a Sunday evening in November 1954, I drove the 13 miles from the farm where I lived with my parents and little sister to the Baptist church in the small town of Worth, Missouri. There I preached my first sermon. I was 16 years old and a senior in high school.
LKS (1954) |
Why
would a boy be asked to preach?
Those of you from many other Christian faith traditions likely think it strange
that a boy who had celebrated his 16th birthday only three months
earlier would be asked to preach in a church worship service.
Although
not common, neither were such instances rare in the Baptist tradition.
Regardless of age or lack of theological education, those who had felt “called”
by God to be preachers/pastors were usually affirmed by their home church as
well as by nearby churches with which they were associated.
Back
then, most Baptist churches had worship services every Sunday morning and
evening. The attendance on Sunday evening was usually far less for the morning
service. Probably only 20~25 people were there for
that Nov. ’54 evening service at Worth Baptist Church.
As
a high school senior, of course, I had no formal theological education. But for
more than eight years, every week with very few exceptions I had attended
Sunday School, Sunday morning & evening worship services, and Wednesday
evening prayer meetings. That was beneficial Bible/theological training.
What
would a boy preach about in his first sermon? Joe Wolven, my good friend and “best man” at June’s and
my wedding in 1957, also started preaching when he was in high school. His
first sermon was based on Genesis 1:1, and he titled it “In the beginning,
God.” That seems quite appropriate.
The
biblical text for my first sermon, though, was Matthew 16:24-26. I have no
memory as to why I chose that text and have been unable to find the brief notes
I typed out to use for my mostly unscripted sermon.
Here
are those words spoken by Jesus as recorded by Matthew:
Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it. For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? (KJV).
It
seems a bit strange to me now, but I titled the sermon based on those words,
“Self-Discipline for Growth.”*1
Last week, I read these words: “In speaking of self-control, one is easily misunderstood. It should not be associated with a destructive repression, but with a constructive expression.”*2 I am quite sure my sermon was about the latter (and I equate “self-control” and “self-discipline”). for
Even
for quite some time before preaching that first sermon, I sought to live a purpose-driven
life. Prior to receiving what I felt sure was God’s “call” to be a preacher/pastor
(in Aug. 1952), my main purpose in life was to be a faithful disciple of Jesus
Christ—and that purpose necessitated self-discipline.
Rick
Warren’s The Purpose Driven Life (2002) was a highly successful and
influential book.*3 Recently, I took a look at that book
again. For the 23rd day of his 40-day program, the prominent
California pastor wrote,
Spiritual growth is not automatic. It takes an intentional commitment. You must want to grow, decide to grow, make an effort to grow, and persist in growing. Discipleship—the process of becoming like Christ—always begins with a decision.
Although
I was preaching as a high school boy nearly 50 years before Warren’s
bestselling book was published, I am quite sure I said something similar in
that 1954 sermon. And I still believe that that is true for all who claim to be
Christians, regardless of age.
As
I continued to grow through the years, my understanding of what it means to be
a disciple deepened and broadened. But the driving force of my life for the
past seventy years (and more) has been, and still is, doing my utmost to be a
faithful disciple of Jesus Christ.
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*1 I
have the sermon title, Bible passage, and date (Nov. 54) recorded in My
Pastoral Record, a splendid gift from June not long after we were married
in 1957. That record book also indicates that I preached 17 more times (in my
home church and seven others) before starting college in September 1955. The
last sermon recorded in that book was number 1,112—and that was in June 1976. I
regret that I did not continue keeping the record of sermons preached, which
would be far more than double that number.
*2 James Allen, Book of
Meditations and Thoughts for the Day: For Every Day of the Year. I know
almost nothing about Allen (1864~1912), but this year I have enjoyed reading
his helpful book, which was published the year after his death. The words cited
above were some of his “thoughts” for November 14.
*3 The Purpose Driven Life was
on the New York Times Bestseller List for over 90 weeks. It is reported
(see here) that 50 million copies of it had been sold in
more than 85 languages by 2020.
ReplyDeleteVery interesting Leroy. I do not have notes, or the exact date for my first sermon, but I know where and approximately when it was. It was at an evening service at the Vigo Park community church building sometime in the fall of 1958. So although I'm a few years older than you, I was a few years later than you in preaching my first sermon. It was at a building shared by Methodists and Baptists in Rural Vigo Park Texas. My text was from Matthew 26:58 about Peter following Jesus "from afar." I had known from my earliest memories that I was "called to preach" because my mother had told me so! So in that first sermon I announced that I was not going to follow from afar any longer, but get up close and personal. So, not long after that, almost nine years after graduating from high school and with a wife and two little girls I started my trek toward getting educated for ministry which ultimately lead me, as you know, to SBTS. Charles Kiker posting anonymously for technical reasons.
Thanks, Charles, for sharing this about your first sermon and the beginning of your journey leading to a lifetime of ministry as a preacher and teacher. God's "timeline" is different for each of us, and the important thing is being faithful to the Spirit's leadership, as you have been since your first sermon in 1958.
DeleteA good read Leroy, thank you! It is always good to here the stories of how someone started. So you were just 19 when you and June were married?
ReplyDeleteThanks for reading and commenting, Andrew. Actually, I was still 18 when we got married as it was in May before my 19th birthday in August. But we had graduated earlier that month from the small junior college (which was then Southwest Baptist College in Bolivar, Mo.), and we were one of five couples who were our classmates that married that month. In addition, at the beginning of that "merry month of May," I was ordained to the ministry.
DeleteThe first comments received by email this morning were from Thinking Friend Bob Hanson in Wisconsin"
ReplyDelete"Beautiful ! I am about to preach my last sermon in December. I have trouble speaking publicly now with my voice and all. Our pastor is 3/4 time so one Sunday a month a group of us retired pastors lead worship. Been ordained 58 years but my witness will be through my poetry and all. Thanks for this one friend!
Thanks for writing early this morning, Bob--and I wish you well on your "last sermon" next month. I preached my last sermon early in 2022 and in May of that year I asked to be worship leader for the last time. As I mentioned above, I was ordained in May 1957, so I decided that after a full 65 years I would not accept further speaking/leading responsibilities. I have trouble with my voice also and have trouble getting enough sleep, so I have disengaged all my service activities/responsibilities except for this blog.
DeleteNext were these words from Thinking Friend Eric Dollard in Chicago:
ReplyDelete"Thanks, Leroy, for sharing a bit of your life story.
"I preached my first (and last) sermon sometime in 1972 at Trinity Lutheran Church in Topeka, KS. I was the leader of Luther League, the Sunday school class for high school kids. There were about ten regular attendees. My sermon was about the youth in the church and their hopes for the future of Luther League.
"Sadly, Trinity Lutheran church, where I was baptized and married, is on life support and may be permanently closed soon. Judy and I attended the Sunday service there on June 2, the day after our 50th wedding anniversary. The service had about 30 attendees, mostly elderly. A couple of them had been in my Luther League class.
"In the ELCA, sermons are generally restricted to clergy, seminarians, and deacons. "
Thanks for sharing this, Eric. Sadly, there are many churches all across the country that have closed and over the next decade there will be many more that do the same. But when that happens, those who and saddened by the closings need to focus on giving thanks for what once was rather than grieving over what is no more.
DeleteThinking Friend Frank Shope in New Mexico shares these brief comments:
ReplyDelete"Dear Friend, your blog reminded me of my first sermon in 1968. What sweet memories."
Frank, I was happy to hear from you again. I haven't heard from you for quite some time and have wondered if you are all right. I am relieved to know that you treasure sweet memories.
DeleteFrom farther west, the next comments received were from Thinking Friend Truett Baker in Arizona:
ReplyDelete"I resonate totally with your 'first sermon.' I was seventeen when I was ordained and preached my first sermon at Castle OK B.C. The title was 'God Calls.' I still have a copy of my sermon notes. My preacher Dad held my first revival shortly after that and there were 27 decisions made to follow Christ. Not a bad start, but I give God all the glory.
"Thanks for your blog!"
Thanks, Truett, for sharing your outstanding beginning as a preacher/pastor. You certainly had a good start! I began my first pastorate when I was 18, but in my small "mission" church, I don't think we had 27 "decisions made to follow Christ" in the first year.
DeleteStill moving westward, here are comments from Thinking Friend John Tim Carr in California:
ReplyDelete"Thanks my Dear Brother in Christ and longtime schoolboy friend from that little Northwest Missouri farm town that we both grew up in together in over 80 years ago, for bringing back pleasant memories of our lifelong strong and ongoing relationship.
"You have been an encouragement and inspiration to me ALL my Life and I Thank GOD for allowing us to grow-up Together and to remain close Friends and Brothers in Christ."
Thanks, old friend--and you are an old friend in two ways since you were born in the same month of the same year that I was--for your kind and affirming words!
DeleteAnd then about an hour ago, I received these comments from Thinking Friend Glenn Hinson in Kentucky:
ReplyDelete"A good choice, Leroy. I chose to preach about the love of God, what I believed in at that time. I was in my first year at Washington U."
Thanks, Dr. Hinson, for your comments. I think you made a better choice than I did for your first sermon, for what could be more important than preaching about the love of God, which, unfortunately, so many Southern Baptists back then--and so many Christians of all kinds even now--did not understand and embrace sufficiently.
DeleteHere are comments from local Thinking Friend Jerry Cain:
ReplyDelete"Your recent blog 'My First Sermon' brought back memories of my first sermon in 1958 when I was 13 years old. It focused on four verses from Romans, called The Roman Road, that I had memorized for some coveted prize. Though I cannot recall the prize, I do recall the sermon, and the verses, and I remember that Mrs. Grisham stopped playing the organ during the final hymn on that Sunday evening to come to the front of the church and give me a tearful hug. Precious memories, how they linger..."
Jerry, I thought I got an early start, but you sure have me beat by preaching your first sermon at age 13! I think it was shortly before my 14th birthday that I felt the call to be a preacher/pastor, but I was much too shy to share that with anyone at the time. It was nearly a year later that I shared my sense of call with my home church, and then in just a few months invitations to preach began to come in.
DeleteMy first sermon came extremely late, since I always told my pastors that yes, I’d been called into the ministry—the ministry of film. My preaching started after my filmmaking career ended.
ReplyDeleteBut mainly I just wanted to say how grateful I am, Leroy, that you made that commitment to growth and discipline, because I’ve seen it pay off in the way God has used you to speak to my group of “Provocateurs”—and as a voice of wisdom into my own life.
Thanks, Fred, for your kind, affirming words!
DeleteLate as usual, but this allows me to enjoy all those responses to your blog. Compared to all these folks, I really am late. My first sermon at the age of fifteen was on a youth Sunday at the Ekron Baptist Church transition building, the Shumate store. The old church was being torn down and we moved into the vacant general store until the new building was finished. That was after Pop got mad and we moved to the Baptist church down the road where you had baptized me. I have no idea about my text or subject, only that I was scared to death!
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing this, Tom. Even though I left the pastorate at Ekron a couple of years earlier, I remember the things you mentioned.
ReplyDeleteAs you probably know, this coming Sunday will be a celebration of the founding of Ekron Baptist Church 120 years ago, in 1904. When I baptized you in 1959, that was ten years closer in time to the church's beginning than to the present time. Time flies--and it also leaves a lot of good memories.